Hurt

Cant express how hurt am i, how sad am i
Really hate that feelings
i hope i can forgot everythings
So, my tears wont drop
i saw your post
why u wan to make me so sad
im not your toy
i being so sincere with our relationship until it end
i wish u can find a better gf, better relationship than me
i hope u can bless me too
even i dont wan see how sweet u are with ur future gf or wife

句点

结束了。。。
伤心，不舍得，执着
那又怎样
别人是老板，我只是打工仔
即使相爱，也不能在一起
别人也不看好
他会回头或后悔吗？
梦想=老板=钱=单身


。。。。句点。。。。

我相信我的生活是甜的，未来也是甜的

Stupid idea

Today, suddenly get a stupid idea from my colleague, KH.

He said want to tried to hang his umbrella on my donut hair.

See it can hang or not. My heart OS (KNS).

But i also 'siao siao', and let him tried and see

then he really go and hang his umbrella on my hair.

Then, "haha" sound came out from my back. 

My colleagues laugh at my donut hair with an umbrella as accessories.

I get this KH to help me take this photo as my memory.

Pity le.....my donut princess hair.....

Suddenly down grade become donut umbrella hair.

Stupid idea from KH

Umbrella hair accessories

~Abalone~ We called it as 鲍鱼

鲍鱼是一种原始的海洋贝类,

单壳软体动物，只有半面外壳，

壳坚厚，扁而宽。

鲍鱼是中国传统的名贵食材, 

四大海味之首。

一口鲍鱼，一口黄金

第一次尝试到了

也没什么爱吃

感觉普普通通的

由于第一次吃

还是要拍些照片留念

阿一鲍鱼菜单

 佛跳墙

 小鲍鱼

鱼翅汤

 Mexico 鲍鱼

忘了什么鲍鱼

 小白菜

 燕窝糖水

杏仁糖水

Donut Princess

Always saw some gals with a donut hair.

Wonder how they tied it. So nice n cute.

Finally i get learned from my ex-housemate, San.

I went to pasar malam to find the donut accessories,

luckily found it.

It wont cost very expensive, the donut just RM7.

N i also bought some hair accessories to make it more nicer.

Making donut hair wont spend much time, 

even short hair like me also can do it.

I love donut hair~~ call me Donut Princess.

Bought crown hair band....become Donut Princess

Left side view of my donut hair

 

Another hair accessories which is more formal.

So, i can tied it to WORK.

Hair band~~one for work, another for outing.

DONUT PRINCESS

我...想 | i ...think

Time flies very fast. Working for 4 months de. 

Suppose become permanent staff for last month, unfortunately got to extend one month again.

I getting love my job, although sometimes i will complain many jobs given, very stress, very tired.

But it seem very good to me. When i free, i feel lonely better im busy, no time to think this and that.

I learn many in my job, maybe my boss is germany people, the style is different with asian people.

He looks very strict, sometimes i will afraid to say somethings with him.

At there, i got a group of friends that we entered into same project.

Many funs and jokes that we make, the most happy time is our lunch time.

Dunno why i think im changing, i become bad temperature de.

Am i getting stress? Dunno wanna eat how many snowflakes that i can calm down myself.

My entertainment is to see tvb movie, dislike to go out hanging de.

I wanna save money, buy myself a car. That is my target for this year. Hope so.

Many people ask me how my love? Dunno why i really dislike people ask me about this.

I know u all care about me but in my life, love is not so important for me.

Many things i need to do, i wan to build my own life, not exactly must have a bf.

I also wish i have someone i love and he love me too. 

But love is not about two person, is about two family.

When i see those wedding photos and video, i also wish i can faster build my own family.

But i think im not so lucky as them, who will be my lucky man.

Hehe....This few days love some love songs...Sweet~~

 

Colbie Caillat - I Do

Bruno Mars - Marry you

別因為寂寞而錯愛， 別因為錯愛而寂寞一生‏

有些爱本来不相爱最终却走到了最后，

也不知道是爱情弄人，还是时间弄人，

错的时间里，遇见了一个对的人，与他相爱，

最终两个人还是得回到属于自己的世界，

对的时间里，遇见了一个错的人，与他相爱，

自己也知道自己爱的人不是他，却走到了最后...



或许这世上本来就没有所谓对的人吧，

只要在对的时间出现的那一个人，就是对的人了，

在你感到寂寞与无助的时候，他出现了，他对你很好，

你已经分不清这是友情还是爱情了，

找不到一个可以拒绝他的理由所以在一起了，

在一起后觉得那感觉不对了，却不知道怎么分手，

找不到一个分手的理由，却也不知道该怎么继续...



你知道他爱你，但你对他始终少了那么一点感觉，

寂寞的时候，你以为他就是对的人了，

可在一起以后，才发现自己比从前更寂寞了，

因为他不能再与你分享寂寞了，

他不再是朋友了，他是你的情人，

虽然你很寂寞，却不能让他知道...



有时候，我们爱上的只是一个可以不让我们寂寞的人，

但我们不知道在一起以后，就不能与他分享寂寞了，

因为他给不起你寂寞，他只能与你分享你的寂寞，

你心中的寂寞并不是因为他没有陪伴着你，

你寂寞是因为你心里真正想要的那个人不是他，

对象是谁，你不知道，但你知道那个人不会是他...



寂寞的时候，别轻易地接受一个人，你不会知道你爱上的什么，

你更不会知道你爱上的是他，还是有个人陪伴的感觉，

可以陪你寂寞的人不一定给得起你想要爱情，

给得起你想要的爱情的人却一定能让你寂寞，

寂寞并不是与生俱来的，而是在你爱上一个人的那一刻起，

感受到寂寞，只是因为你爱的人不在你的身边，

可以陪伴你走过寂寞的人，就不会是你的爱人...



短暂的寂寞是因为你还没遇见对的人，

漫长的寂寞是因为你跟了一个错的人，

爱情存在着寂寞，却也可以填补寂寞，

只不过，

对的人是在相爱以后填补你的寂寞，

错的人是在相爱以前填补你的寂寞...